You’ve treated me like this for weeks and you can’t handle it one night. Maybe you understand it now.
And just spend the week completely alone with boyfriend. I don’t want I see or talk to anybody else. I’m so sick of people and all they need from me. I just want to be left alone for a bit. with boyfriend.
Prom was SO fun. I fell in love with my dress again when I put it on, and boyfriend looked sooo good in his tux. We danced from pictures until we got to the after party, then we danced some more. Some jerk won king (expected), but this super nice girl unexpectedly won queen and the whole prom gathering was so excited for her. It was pretty much everything it was supposed to be :).
which means prom is next weekend! YAY! I am going total, full-blown teenage girl for this. I am so excited to wear my pretty dress (it’s this beautiful emerald color) and my pretty shoes (they’re gold, but not like the glitter dipped gold ones). I’m just so excited, this is the final moment of my senior year I really care about. Graduation is great and all, but this is the event that really celebrates the last year with the people who have made my life fantastic :).
I’m not sure what exactly your message means. I also don’t have any clue who you are, so I’ll just go for this. In terms of pictures I mostly just post ones I like( pretty, make me laugh, have cats) so there is probably a lot I don’t know about them I don’t put a lot of thought into those posts. As for quotes and article and words, I only reblog what means something to me. I may not know the full context of the quote, but the quote itself is always something that strikes me (which I feel is the way for most people on tumblr). I’m not sure how it is hypocritical at all, everything I post is true to myself, while some is purposefully meant to mislead who I actually am it does not contradict my character. I guess I can understand you not seeing it that way because I don’t let most people see the side of me like this where I have a lot of confused and raw emotions. My blog is very much my goals an aspirations. It may not reflect exactly who I am in person, but reflects who I am working to become. Finally, as for not giving friends credit. I created this blog to mainly express my thoughts in written form to at least find some coherency and maybe solidarity. When I write big blurbs on my thoughts and emotions they are normally very dramatic and over exaggerated in my head and need a release, so they are never what I regularly think. I adore all of my friends and am so thankful for every single one of them. I would give two arms and two legs for every single one of them and if you really knew me you’d know that. You’d see how I’m always the first one there to help them and I’m the one that will stay up every single night to talk them off the ledge. You can not believe me, but it’s true. Yes, sometimes I get really damn annoyed at them, sometimes I feel ignored and unloved by them, but I know that every day they are going to be the ones that love me. That doesn’t mean I can’t voice some of my upsets, I’m a teenage girl I can always find something to upset me. Just because my friends love me, doesn’t mean they never make me upset. The ones really close to me know the name of my blog and have agreed to not look at it because it’s really just for me. Ill allow them to look at certain posts but not all of them. Thanks for keeping it a secret, but what exactly were you saying?
